Today is your birthday, want make wish for you, hope you really happy in this special day, even without me beside you.

Happy Birthday...i also will blow a candle for you..

    上个礼拜最后一节课，下课的时候老师竟然开始发课程反馈表，才发现原来我的第二个master的课程不知不觉的就这么结束了，又发现时间不知不觉得又走到4月份，不知不觉得在英国又要开始第五个年头，也许是有些害怕学校之外的世界，当22年的学生生涯真的就要结束，还真是有些舍不得。

    到了该离开的时候，就不要回头了，有些事情我也不会回头，即使用现实这个放之四海而皆准的理由压在我身上，我也不会妥协。

    Finally, have to accept all of these damn things. I don't know how did I survive from the day you go, from the day knowing that you cannot come back as we promised, from the day that understand we will be seperated by 8 hours time difference. Tears? alcohol? Nothing is useful for a person even a so-called man who have to say goodbye to his lovest..est...est girl in his whole life. Maybe only our babies can comfort me and let me find the way to walk through the dark.

   Sorry my dear, you suffered so many fucking things which caused by such fucking officers and governments. Sorry my dear, I let you afford such heavy pressure and tears because i'm still not strong enough to protect you. From now on, this is my only goal and I will give all i have to give to accomplish it. Dear, I am really feeling that we are the most happiness couple in the world, even though you are not being with me at the moment, I still believe that. Dear, we have promised to each other that we won't let the waiting time too long, do we?

     Dear, I promise you to be a good boy, working hard, never giving up, finishing my UK life asap, and will never scare any pressure and burden. Dear, please remember to be a strong girl, never afraid whatever barriers stand in front of your way and most importance is taking care of yourself. Whatever you do and wherever you go, your xiaobei will stand by your side forever and ever. Dear, neither of us will walk alone. We both need to be good in next few, just a few months, for our future and for our promise.

    8 hours? is it long enough to impede our love? Never, because you get my heart beside you forever for our whole life time. I wait you...